It was suggested to me that I should be writing to release my thoughts instead of leaving them in my head. So I’m going to try and start journaling my thoughts as often as possible. But my hope is that I can show these notes/thoughts to someone down the line and they will relate. That’s the one thing I can think of that would make me feel better at this point.
Anything that’s fun gives me a reason to be depressed nowadays.
I just want a cool girl with cool tattoos and a cute smile. That’s all.
Social norms keep me from being able to have a normal relationship with a friend. There are no words to describe how much that pisses me off.